Saccharine

He keeps me up all night
Excited, lost in a fantasy.
I barely know this boy,
Yet, he had this strange effect on me.

His eyes penetrate my soul,
I reveal all that I had hidden.
He smiled sweetly, knowing
The effect he triggers within.

I watch him play the guitar,
I want to tell him what an instrument I can be,
I want to whisper deep into his soul,
Tell him how he can pleasure me.

I watch his fingers move
I fantasize it sliding on my skin,
His lips part into a smile
Following my mind, right to where it had been.

Black hair so thick and lush
My fingers grab them at the back of my head,
I'm blushing now, deep red and hot
All I want to do is take him to bed.

Caged Lover

She holds his heart hostage, I try desperately
To break the chains and set him free.
It's that part of me,
That will try relentlessly,
I'm a warrior in a cage.

He responds to my soul, fear grips him-paralytic!
I will heal his scars,
Fill his eyes with stars,
Lift those restraining bars,
Play music and make him ecstatic.

I'm a healer and now, he is my goal.
I will find him a new muse,
His life force renewed,
New paths will he choose,
I will hurt, but, refuse to feel used.

I love him now- without reason- completely.
I want him to know,
The route out will I show,
To the light will he go,
And I will rest in the misery.